fighting until there is no a i r

update

2008-02-14T03:03:24Z

2508 - Chapter 06 is up

updation

2008-01-11T01:06:31Z

God... This new LJ shit is ridiculous. I went to post a story and all of my html was revealed and i was like... AH! WTF?!

I suppose that people who suck at html highly appreciate this~

BIRTHDAYS OF TODAY! (True or not who knows, but let's make wishes anyway)

cookie_heaven
scottskydweller

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!

There's a new story that I've been writing with my friend, shadowcrash, and I would greatly appreciate it if some of you guys who have always stuck with my writing would read it, because I'm actually having a lot of fun writing it. It's already on its second chapter, called BE YOUR LOVE, an Aiji x Aoi - Maaya x Shou. I needed to write the Maaya / Shou half, and I feel like I've done it some justice.

(Click for Story)

I'm such a dick for this, but... HAPPY NEW YEAR & CHRISTMAS!!!

I've spent so much time focused on school and being in a relatively hectic and consuming relationship. I really should update all the time, but I only have little to say and no one reads it so *shrugs*

Recently, I read Loveless vol. 5, 6, & 7 - Yun Kouga is something lol Vol. 8 comes out sometime in February and I'm really thrilled. And even though I've watched the series countless of times, I needed to buy the collection. My friend and I shall watch some this Saturday (makes determined face "She will like Loveless! NAY, she'll LOVE it!" *huffs*) after Sweeney Todd, which was an awesome movie.

There are many LJ people I miss, let's go down the line~ (In no particular order except alphabetically)

1) a_grunge_queen
2) drusilla27
3) ekucbbw
4) fressia_33
5) laydeekira
6) lrigelbbub
7) rawkstarr23
8) rei_schneider
9) reila
10) scottskydweller
11) sideshow_emma
12) yomi_chan

A lot of people I don't even know added me and I would like it if you would at least say Hi or something! HI! My name is Lisa. Nice to have you on my friend's list.

Under the cut are my recent cosplay pictures being Ritsuka, this is just webcam, but professional pictures will be done hopefully tomorrow :/ ... So check those out too! <333

foughtnwon_one @ 2007-10-30T18:24:00

2007-10-30T22:24:49Z

bitch. come here.

foughtnwon_one @ 2007-07-14T12:50:00

2007-07-14T16:50:40Z

jrock_beta

update

2007-06-16T02:59:00Z

i completely... updated. my 'the room' storyyy. if anyone is interested in reading it over at jrockyaoi~

thanks

disturbing email

2007-06-10T01:44:41Z

About a year and a half ago, I was into Gravitation, so much that I wrote my first yaoi fics evolving around it. Then, I started to befriend many other authors. One was Naomi, over at fanfiction.net, her penname is Youkai Dreams. She was the first to ever really like my story, so we began talking, but she was never on, only on Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays. So, of course our friendship faded, but for along as I did wait every friday, she always made it so much fun. It's been a year and a half since I last spoke to her and I just recieved an email from her close friend, telling me that Naomi is dead.

How could she die.

"Anyway, I'm not sure if you knew this, but Nao was very sick. She was
always in and out of the hospital for a couple of years, and she'd even
been attacked a few times by some crazy nuts who are currently in jail.
Then, a little over a year ago, she got extremely sick and she wasn't
breathing, so her sister and brother got her to the hospital...they
waited a few days but she was out. She woke up about a week later, but then
she died a few hours after that."

Who was Naomi? She had told me that she was sick all the time, but she was so happy, everytime we spoke.

"Sorry for bothering you. You've probably forgotten her or I've probably
already told you this or her sister or someone. I didn't remember your
email or penname, so I wasn't sure if I got ahold of you. If you have
any questions, just send me an email."

How could I forget Naomi, how could I forget her now? Christ... we even wrote things together, being stupid. Anyways, I'd like to share them... just because it'll make me feel better.

My nickname is Odzy. My penname was LadySuchitaka

The poem she wrote for me in her profile:

POEM OF THE...YEAR?
Odzy is so awesome, awesome is Odzy
Odzy is so cool, cool is Odzy
Odzy reminds me of pickles, because they're both sexy
Odzy is so awesome, so awesome is she

(Ok, this is where it starts getting weird)

Odzy is a cool person, I wonder if she likes ducks
Odzy is a sexy girl, do you think she likes ducks?
Odzy's like a flower, I'M NOT ASKING YOU AGAIN!
Odzy is way sexier than a pickle in my opinion (it's super hard to be that sexy)Does she like ducks?

DUCK DUCK DUCK DUCK
Duck Duck Duck Duck
duck duck duck duck
DUCKDUCKDUCKDUCKDUCKDUCK...DUCK!

The story we wrote:

THE ADVENTURES OF PICKLE AND MR. DUCKY!

...Mr. Ducky was on the verge of solving the Jim Carry murder case when he realized...HE RAN OUT OF PICKLES! The horror! The horror!

Well, stunned, our detected decides to ditch the murder case, because let's face it...pickles are just more important. With-what, their pimply green goodness? Their sour, yet satisfying taste, or that yellow juice that was left to run passed your lips? NAY. Mr. Ducky wouldn't be having any of that!

Sprinting - next to galloping on a white stallion, my Ducky strode off into the night, only with the slightest clues as to where those uncontainably sexy pickles are. The culprit was sloppy, leaving behind the jar top. This pained Detective Ducky, being back on the job: First Jim Carry, now his pickles!

"WHO would do such a thing?" He asked himself as he realized he was going faster- no, crazilly. He looked down to realize he wasn't on a horse, but an...ostridge? Hmm...go figure.

Mr. Ducky was confused as to why they were riding so smoothly. Looking down, he gasped audibly at the scene...or lack of scenery below him! He turned to see behind them, and saw the edge of a cliff a mile away!

"Why Ostridge...I didn't know you could fly!"

Looking up at Mr. Ducky questioningly, the ostridge looked down below him, and, well...we all know what happens when you run off a cliff and look down!

Trailing down a pattern of lost hope, they raced to the ground, each wishing the other could fly! Once finally hitting the ground -with a huge KURPLUNK!- They saw the wolf holding up a sign saying "haha" when the road runner sped by. Hrm, go figure -again.

Mr.Ducky rubbed at his head, while fixing his Indianna Jones hat. "Quackammit!"

Mr. Ducky sighed hopelessly Where were his pickles? In who's hands? Being nestled closely by whom? Who would Mr. Ducky have to interrogate! He looked over towards the wolf that was now back to normal color, thankfully. "Quack. YOU-ack! Did you see somone going somewhere with my yum delicously long -licks lips; starts to sweat- pickles!"

That infamous board was used for the next message, letting the detective know that the wolf saw a man with a bag full of pickles and he had a noodle in his hat, back home they called him maceroni. This didn't come as a surprise to Mr. Ducky, working in this line of business - well, he sees strange things every day and still, that Easter Bunny case will always haunt him. Decorated eggs everywhere, except for in that damnable basket!

How could he let his thoughts steer him back to that. No, he had to keep thinking about the jar, where he first saw it. He remembered buying them yesterday, right after his arobics class. They were on sale for two jaws a penny. He regrets only buying one, but the eagerness, HOW MUCH CAN A DUCK TAKE!

Stay tuned to find out!
-Written (sadly enough) By: LadySuchitaka and Youkai Dreams

(Oh, and when she said I was the coolest author, she lied. She meant SHE was the coolest author, because she is! HI ODZY!)

How could she.

I feel so terrible for not staying in touch.

FRIENDS ONLY

2006-12-03T05:03:03Z

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FRIENDS ONLY

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say yes

2006-11-12T23:07:50Z

Signing up

2006-11-09T18:44:52Z

Name:
Email:
Your experience:

If it's approvable, I'll have no problem adding you to the Beta Reader list. If you don't beta any stories at all, I'll assume that you never will and you'll be taken off. Thank you.

listening

2006-10-31T22:05:10Z

happy halloween

Your skin attached this fragile cliche
Of my broken heart attack
You should swallow your teeth and hang out
Stay for a while
If your heart's still beating it must be the blood
If your lungs are still working it must be the mud
If its still light out than a kick in the ribs
today's worth living
I don't see anything now
So just say what you wanna say
It's kind of funny how I'm not listening anyway
Lights out, I can't stand to hear you scream
While we were making love I was fast asleep
and the night sky better give something up

Astraya and The Moon [Sess/Rin] 001

2006-10-16T03:53:05Z

Title: Astraya and The Moon
Author:foughtnwon_one
Rated:R (May Change Later On)
Theme: Adventure, Romance, Drama
Pairing:Sesshoumaru x Rin
Disclaimer:I do NOT own any character from InuYasha

My Fanvideos:
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My other works:
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Chapters:
00: Prologue

- i don't really expect people to read this, but i figured if you still like my writing, that you'd want to see some updates.

Astraya and The Moon

001: Hostile Feelings

Say, Sesshoumaru...?

What is it?

Someday, after I've died... will you remember me?

Don't be stupid.

The girl standing next to the window was not as lonesome as she was before, in fact she had become congenial. You'd find her in the same spot, listening to the pats of rain that played softly against the glass. It was soothing and it took her mind off of the day's usual thoughts; thoughts about becoming sad and happiness suddenly effacing. It'll never happen again.

Rin would watch the tears fall from the sky, wishing to be out there with them, a place to be one. The second she had gone with Naraku, the second her whole being had changed. She didn't feel useless, she felt stronger and sharper, like a rough edge. Training wasn't only a skill, but it was also an art, a part of her life. The distinct timing had taught her balance, the fracture of bones had taught her discipline, and its consistency had taught her suffering. Rin did this even when she was advised to stop, but she refused, wanting to rid herself of the loss of her old life. This, Naraku seemed to admire deeply.

He had become a father to the girl, though his intentions always stayed the same; to kill Sesshoumaru and to later take over the western lands. Of course for that day of reckoning, Rin would need a sword she could master and constructively, which Naraku was more than happy to provide when she had asked.

She called it ‘Astraya’, after the brightest stars in the sky.

It suited her; as he watched her handle the metal with great ease. The child deserved it after all of the days and nights /years/ of being dead to the world. It wasn't easy either, since her strive for adventure and outdoors still burned like a flame. As much as this would usually be a good thing to help her training, Naraku had sided against it. Sudden visits or unpredictable occurrences would be too risky. Naraku was still so very weak, even after all of this time.

Now she was ready, as sure as ever, he feels it. Rin wasn't just some girl by the window; she was the girl who had been guided by the man that stood unbeaten. Not just unbeaten by whatever, he was unbeaten by the best, and Rin stood next to him with pride and glory - two of gallant's closest friends. Tiring of the silence and letting her push her feelings aside, he was about to unleash a series of tests and emotions for the girl.

"Something rather imperious has been brought to my attention," Naraku said in a tone that raised interest. It was rare that he such an amused gleam in his eye, especially if it shared the same category as importance.

"Yes?"

"If I told you that your ‘Sesshoumaru-sama' was down by your favorite tarn, what would you do then?" He took notice when the pink color had vanished from her cheeks, replaced with a sudden pale and pasty look. She stilled - he didn't have to be next to her to know that her heart was beating fast and was probably trying to escape from her chest.

What would she do? Those damnable thoughts got in the way. A part of her just wanted to run and see him, to see if he's still the same, and then the other half wanted to kill him. Not for abandoning her, but for forgetting her. It was a never ending staircase and she was the victim of the steps, feeling weaker each and every second. Sesshoumaru was at the lake, the one she'd sneak out to in the middle of the night just to look at. He's so close. 'Damn you, Sesshoumaru.'

"I would kill him," Rin said, despite the softening of her current feelings, "I would bring back his remains and feed him to you myself."

"You shall go then." He reached out, stroking her cheek, summoning new courage within her, chills going down her spine. She fears failing, "Yes, my lord."

"W-What?! Rin..." It was Jaken, following her down to the end of the hall, leaping onto her kimono with an iron vice, "Are you really going to face lord Sess-"

"He's not our lord, Jaken!" It took every ounce of herself to calm down. It was the first time that she didn't know what to do. The years of waiting was finally over and she was going to do what she's been preparing to do the moment she was in Naraku's care. "A lord never leaves his companions. Aun is still with him... we were left behind, Jaken. Make peace with that."

The toad youkai stared at her fading back, stunned. He couldn't believe what he had just heard, this wasn't logical. 'Rin must be corrupted... though; I sense no darkness in her heart. If it wasn't Naraku's doing then, this certainly is pure hatred,' he thought, while closing his eyes in concentration. Where had they gone wrong? 'The moment I was dragged to this God Forsaken place!’ He was a servant just as Rin was, but he couldn't forget lord Sesshoumaru or how they were together from the start.

He felt like he was the only sane one around here, seems how Rin has lost her true person. Why was it that humans can't forgive? Jaken once went a century without his lord and it was just a century, Rin couldn't even last a little over a decade. But here he is, kicking back in Naraku's hiding place; Sesshoumaru would seriously kill him this time. Jaken had once again failed to save Rin, but there was no cure for bitterness. Only if the drug Nepenthe was still around, he'd at least be able to relieve her sorrow.

'Even if Rin does confront Sesshoumaru, he'll stilll be the same as always; uncaring and subtle. Maybe he... will fight back? It's still Rin, surely he'd sense that. If not, I'd...beat him with this staff myself!' Jaken finalized, stubbornly - yet, he knew that this would never happen in actuality. He couldn't stop them, even if the staff did come between their anger.

He would have to wait.

final fantasyyyy

2006-10-06T23:10:24Z

rinoa finds squall
squall saves rinoa
yuna - summoner is born
zanarkand - tidus blitzball match /destroying of zankarkand
yuna's nightmare

let's start with ff7

aerith&cloud

playing this game was probably a video game eyeopenerrr. it was a forbidden love basically. aerith is the last anceint and in her hair tie is 'holy' the ONLY thing that could stop sephiroth. that sexy bastard. and as she's praying to holy - sephiroth comes down and stabs her through the stomach. cloud watched the whole thing go down and feels as if it's all his fault that he didn't reach her in time and he lets her float to the bottom in the water.

sephiroth

aerith praying for holy

cloud burying aerith

cloud&aerith (heaven)

aerith

aerith - flowers from her garden

ff8

rinoa and squall

squall is a cold hearted bastard who becomes commander and one night he meets rinoa who was looking at a shooting star and it turns out into her making him dance with her. then there's this sorceress and all of this shit happens, squall gets shot through the chest with blizzaga and whatever - he's still fine, but then the sorceress's power goes into rinoa, adel (sorceress) wanted a younger body to do her bidding. so, rinoa agrees to die in order to save the planet and squall's like, yeah no. so at the end squall fights adel - with rinoa on her chest, and kills her, blows everyone into time compression. rinoa told squall that if ever they were to part, to meet in the field, but when squall gets there everything is dead, and he dies as well, but when rinoa finds him and holds him the sky just opens up and the field blossoms, and she looks down at him and you sort of get this sense that squall did actually live !! sooo yayyy square

blizzaga through the chest

squall dies - it's actually really fucking sad, because when he's about to die, a feather descends and when he touches it, he gets thrown into this illusion and he sees rinoa, but she won't turn around, and all of the beautiful memories of her just seem to keep fading, like he can't remember her face and it's just fucked up.

rinoa looking for squall - holding onto his ring

final fantasy 9

- i didn't like this game, so i really don't care haha but here's two pictures of zidane and garnet

final fantastyx (10) project

- one of my FAVORITE final fantasy games, it not even the fighting or the graphics OR the first final fantasy game with voice actors, but the plot and emotions, the adventure was so SO so amazing. the concept - sure, there was a lot of cheesy moments due to the WRONG voice actor, especially for tidus lol but everything else was perfect. yuna is this high summoner, she can summon aeons (guardians) and in the game they're sort of like companions and when people die, she dances, and sends their spirits to the far plane which is like heaven <333 veryyy pretty. long story short, yuna has to defeat 'Sin' and every known summoner has to die in order to do it, because i think Sin comes back every 10 years or something. your main character is tidus and it leads him into joining yuna's journey, where you find out that zanarkand ruins *tidus's home* was destroyed 10 years ago, the last time Sin was awoken and that tidus is just a memory of zanarkand, so when Sin dies, tidus has to fade and die too.

yuna's dance

false vows

the spring - yuna tells tidus that she has to die

tidus fades

final fantasy x-2

yuna is a sphere hunter and sphere's are orbs that hold a memory, like a video camera almost lol and she finds a sphere of a guy that looks exactly like tidus, which sends you off on this hugeee adventure basically trying to find out who the person is BUT all of this other shit happens along the way.

- yuna's new dance sphere *clothes* gives her dreams of someone else's past, making her feel the emotions of this person, who is hurt and in constant mourn.

yuna's nightmare

yuna and shuyin - farplane

shuyin and lenne - thousand words

anddd finally dirge of cerberus

- this plot is way too complicated to understand, so ... i won't. it was an extremely good game. playyy it!

vincent valentine <333

lucrecia

yuffie!!!

update

2006-05-20T21:42:49Z

i have a new story. go check it out at jrockyaoi

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2006-03-16T03:36:43Z

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2006-02-21T04:48:46Z